BE.

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I am not posting any new year's resolutions.

I am not even sure I have any, other than to just say 2012 IS going to be happy, joyous and good. And that is not a wish. Just a statement.

I mostly just want to be.

I could go back and look at all I may have missed out on or not measured up to in 2011, but I don't feel like it. Not one little bit. I know I'm not perfect, but I'd rather not dwell on it.

I keep reading on pinterest that 'nothing tastes as good as thin feels'. I sort of fool myself into thinking that is true when I read it. But then I thought about it. And when I was thin (I used to really be thin, at more than point in my life), I never felt thin and that fact alone never made me feel good. I always worried about my thighs and my belly. Even my friends told me I had a big butt (I didn't), we used to laugh about it (who remembers mindar??). I didn't mind that, but it's funny because now I really do but I know it could be bigger and has been. 'Nothing tastes as good as thin feels' is a ridiculous statement. The point is, I suppose, I will not be making any weight loss resolutions either. Especially since after I bragged, er, posted on fb that I only needed to lose ten more pounds of baby weight I never lost a single pound after that. I blame the internet, I really do.

I want to take a minute to just BE.  Maybe that is not intentional enough, maybe that is not smart enough, but that is all. 

Thanks to all who read my blog, I really appreciate the support.  It is a great outlet for me, even if saying half this stuff in real life would embarass me.